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Merry Merry Xmas

It’s been a long time since my last protected post and for the one or two souls who drop by this place once in a blue moon – Merry Christmas. 2019 bought about many changes in me and I guess, … Continue reading

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A clean up.

Another topic closure today. What was with me 2 years ago have all left and departed. For the good, I hope. While trying to fight for what I want, I suffer more than bruise and wounds. It’s always the heart … Continue reading

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Roller coaster ride and Fire fighting scene

I guess I can only describe the year to be a roller coaster ride with a firefighting scene. 

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5days

Its been 5 days since I picked up my last stick. I told myself I don’t want to feel like a drug addict. I don’t want to be craving for stick every time I am feeling down.  It’s not an … Continue reading

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It’s been a long one year. 

Been thru so much. I didn’t know it so long already before I read back to chat history. I guess I haven been active since last year when I buried myself to work.  Just last week. I was forced thru … Continue reading

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Happy New Year!

Cannot believe that i survived this year. 2014 is a year when my life took a major turn. I started the year with mixed feelings. From sadness to heartache to thankfulness and gratitude. I know I wouldn’t be able to … Continue reading

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It takes two…

It takes two… Two hand to clap, two side of the scissor to cut, to people’s courage to fall in love. I am not in for a love story here. Not here to tell everyone that I am in love. … Continue reading

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No one stays forever.

As much as we want people to stay with us and fight thru hard battles with us, no one stays forever. This is something that failed me alot of times and something that I failed to understand for many times.  … Continue reading

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