Its been 5 days since I picked up my last stick. I told myself I don’t want to feel like a drug addict. I don’t want to be craving for stick every time I am feeling down.
It’s not an easy five days. I struggle to tell my friends that I’m not feeling well, I don’t want to smoke. It’s hard to keep my hands off the cig box especially when I have got nothing to do or so many things in mind.
Lmn have gone thru so many stuff. I am now burden with so many debts. But I am clearing it one by one.
Tonight, things wasn’t good again. I open up the left over pack and took out a stick. Took two puff and I threw it away. I must break this habit. I must stop.
Let’s see how hard it will get.
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