Been so long since I lose myself. Lose myself to lots of things that I told myself not to do. I learnt alot of things during this 1 year (almost).
From things I like to things I really dont like. From things I stop doing to things I cannot stop doing.
I am slowly departing from the do-everything-i-want stage and are slowly taking back responsibilities of myself. Time to wrap up and move on.
I never fancy travelling. I always think that i worked hard in my country so i must stay here and enjoy the fruit for my success. It was till when i reached hunted valley and when they night sky blew me away. I smile deep from the bottom of my heart. I know I love it. How the weather and the beautiful night sky comes together.
I thank you for giving me this chance to see what i really love. Thank you for giving me chance to breathe in what i really love.
Thank you, night sky. I will be back.
人生每一段路都有自己的一点后悔，一点慌忙，一点快乐，一点伤感。
若人生在给你一个机会从头再来，你在选择是否要从来的时候，你又会想起那一段路的那一点？
我以为我会选择快乐。
我曾经有个非常爱我的女生。 对我的一切都爱屋及乌。
我曾经有个稳定的感情。我从没想过每有她后的生活。
故事结束后的我尽了很多努力都无法逃出伤感。
过了半年后，我遇到了另一个好女生。一切反复是人生的从来。
当我却选择想起那段路的伤感。
若人生在给你一个机会从头再来，你在选择是否要从来的时候，你又会想起那一段路的那一点？
I was searching for a quick banner to use to express the emptiness in me. But I decided I need to be happy. I need to be happy that certain things come to an end.
Somehow, I know what I want and I know even if that thing did not turn out to be what I want, I will happy that it is doing well too.
I choose to be happy today and that’s my choice.
While searching hard for how I feel. Perhaps, empty is all I feel now.
Feeling real insecure about everything now. Perhaps I am weak to voice out here but everything seems so uncertain now.
I am moving into a new space real soon. For the next part, I will be even more free and have even more decision I need to make.
I was dragged by many projects seemly to end but yet problems surface up too often. I want to be real hard to get things done and I know I need to be.
But life taught me not to burn bridges but it seems this thoughts brings me no where.
Life as an entrepreneur requires someone to hate you in order to get people to love you but too many contracting factors to make me wonder.
Should I or should I not is always the question that makes me where I am today. I am, perhaps, too slow to respond, to slow to move off.
Yes and yes, I think hurting your team is far better than hurting my business.
I will speak less for I will get more confident as I move on.
I am sorry but you need to hate me to learn too.
For everything you did. For everything you hide. For everything you try to hide. Im leaving and will never be back
I decided to let go and give myself other chance.
I struggled with the fact. I struggled with what I found out. I was sad, extreme disappointed and angry. I drop tears once agin after so long of a period. But I told myself I have to stop.
This time round, you were too much. Everything was out of control.
You did your part and I did mine. I have no regrets and I trust you do too.
For everything you do, for everything you hide. Rest assured, it will forever be a memory to me. A lesson for me. A chapter closure.
Now, I am leaving. I hope you forgive yourself and move on too.
For all that matters have already past and can never ever be bought back again.
Goodbye. I love you. Once.
彼此那么想爱的一切，你还会为了这份爱而忘记一切从新在来吗？
你会为了爱原谅自己对对方的伤害吗？ 俩个相爱的人能为了爱付出多少？
其实我还好想你.
直到所有的夢已破碎 才看見妳的眼淚和後悔
我是多想再給你機會 多想問妳究竟愛誰
給了他的心 妳是否能夠要得回
Decheng's 