6am.

Ohgod. Imagine I am still up at 6am. WTH. This few nights have been like this. Many things running  in mind. Let’s list everything out and let me go sleep. TQ.
1. School -  When will i get my school over and done with. How long more do i need to go? How many modules more do I need to retake?
2. Scout -  She left my department. Perhaps is for her own good, IDK. What will you do if you lost you right hand person? Ventures are giving me problems again. Now, they are on strike again. What else should i be doing? Darn.
3. Work  -  I am sick and tired of going to work every 7pm. Seems like nobody understand what I am going thru. Everyone’s answer is,” pay’s so good. Why leave? Bear with it a little while more.”. Righttt, how long is a little while more? I’m quitting soon but I am starting to worried about money issues again. Cut costs.

oh whatever. This is all i can reveal in my blog. OH, how nice.. I still have many many stuff kept in my mind….

All Right, time to sleep.

Sleeeeep.

Am supposed to be sleeping now. I don’t bear to do that. Reason? Today is my off day and i have to complete many many stuff. ESP my Homework.

I don’t know. I feel like slacking my way thru tonight. No Motivation for me to touch my stuff. I kept opening and closing my windows. I know that doesn’t help but that what you really want to do when you only get one day off. I am so looking foward to my bonus and get my ass off this job. Not that the job suck, not that the people sucks but the time suck. Imagine, every 7pm to 12am. Where is my life?

School add to the worst. =( Can I just have the benefits to do one at a time. Either school or work.! Why am i taking up two in the first place! =(

Anyway, tmr going to meet that ass lecturer. He’s just making our life diff. Damn him.

sigh… time please pass a little quick, ok?

2 Weeks.

2 weeks since my last post! I guess many are missing me already.

Anyway, it’s SSDD (Same Shit Different Day) . Nothing special to  update, except that these few days are raining non-stop. Bt Timah was flooded! Oh yar, i went to NP few days back. The people there were all so nice n funny!

Another thing is, i have installed window 7 on my computer!  It is so nice and im loving it! LOL! =X

Hmmm… lynnie is not back from malaysia!! =( it’s been 10 days ++ since i last met her! OhMyyyyy.

till here, readers!

SUNDAY…

Today is sunday.

Is going to be a new week soon. Week 4 of school. Everyday when i open my eyes nothing was there to perks me up. The only thing that make me go to school was attendance. The feeling is even worst if i know lion wasn’t downstairs.

Lion always give me more motivation to go school. If i have got the chance, i really would like to thank my brother for lending me the lion almost every of my school days. travelling will never b the same with lion. Esp when my class ends at 6 and i need to go to work. No more squeesing with people on train. No more evening crowd.

For work, I think im quitting by feb. Many reason for me to do that and the main one is my health. I’m still young. I think i had enough of experience already.

 

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As i get older..

I realised that as i get older, i get more concern about how others look at me.

Tonight…

Tonight, as i draw my curtain.. I felt a really sour-ish feeling. I know i wouldn’t be able to sleep well, again.

I know i shouldn’t be frowning. I know i should be supportive but i just can’t do it physically. Today is my off day, i tot will be able t just drop by for a while but i couldn’t.

Can this end earlier? Can she just finish the exams earlier. Is kinda hurting to know her stress but no been able to show my support.

Tonight, i frowned

1st week

Is sunday today. I just done. The first week of my school. 16 more to go. I’m once again going to school and work… I feel tired last friday. I fall asleep almost immediatly on friday..

Anyway, tomorrow is another school day and i’m so not looking forward to it. Class is starting at 8 and ending by 4. Work follows after that.

lynn’s exam is drawing near. Is her final exam. And i really hope she can do well, since she spent so much time on her school work… Jia you, girl. If you are reading this!

16 more weeks, pray for me!

Sense of insecurity.

I had some random dreams this afternoon. I dreamt of people trying to take away things from me. My loves one. This dream left me feeling rather insecure. Somehow, it reminded me the importance of my loves one. That includes my family, my lion, lynn and friends.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Dechengz.wp celebrates his 1st birthday. It was one year back when i shift from my previous blog,d3ch3ngx.bs to decheng.wp. The reason for the move was mainly to simplified my name from d3ch3ngx to dechengz. Months back before the changes of blog name, i rename my email address to decheng too! All the change was mainly for easy communication.

The move was also to encourage myself to lead a better life and start many stuff afresh. I did and if you read back post at d3ch3ngx.bs, you will find many differences!

Whatever it is, i would like to thanks this blog for giving me a little corner of myself to share my happiness and ,sometime, to vent my little anger! Life is never easy without a whining now and then. I would also like to take this opportunity to thanks all my reader for your care and concern on whatever posting.!

Once again, Happy Birthday to dechengz.wp ( and happy 19th to  jasmine [lynn's sister] ). =>